Cured of crossdressing?

I thought I was cured. I had stopped dressing. I stopped reading about it. Lost interest in certain websites and email lists. I quit checking my alter ego's email, this blog.
Then one day I found myself alone. There was my wife's necklace calling to me. I put it on. Then came a bracelet, rings, earrings. Next was a bra and panties followed by a skirt and blouse. Oh and high heal shoes can't forget the shoes.
Next well theres usually some kind of sex involved. And now I'm bak where I was before I was cured.